My dad verbally abuses him, and he still responds to him to gain his favor; he still acts nice, and he rarely fires back at him. He makes me annoyed for him; he makes me hate my dad even more. I'm also beginning to hate my mother and brother for encouraging my father's assholery.
I guess it has to do with the fact my brother is also the only son in the family, so there may be a special connection, but I feel sorely hated because my father has blatant favoritism on all the other children because all the other children don't openly piss him off. For some reason, I am the only child that pisses my dad off right at the bat.
I feel really neglected, and I feel like I’m the only one who isn’t left checked because neither father or mother cares about me on a deeper level than they do with the other children.